today was my NPFA test... completed 3 aspect of the NPFA test le...pull ups=9, shuttle run=9.8s,standing broad jump=230+...

WTF?? 230+ for standing broad jump is oni a C!!! i failed again... i failed in getting an A... WTF!! suddenlly i felt tat i m nth but a failure... standing broad jump was easy yet i cant get an A... its jus a few cm away oni...WHY!!! why m i so useless??!!! study oso cannot study well... tok i could excell in my NPFA test..but yet i didnt do well!!

WHY??!!! i tried very hard le...still cant get A... ARHHH!!! i hate myself so much... why m i so stupid n useless??!! jus cant do things well...WHY??!!! can anyone tell mi??!!

no matter wat, i WILL retake my standing broad jump!!! i HAV to n i WILL!!! i wont let history repeats...

many ppl told mi to give up as i already did quite well le... i will still get gold for NPFA even wit my standing broad jump C...

ya!! i will get gold thou my standing jump is C... but tats not my aim!!.. i will get all A for NPFA... i WILL prove everyone wrong!!! i wont give up... giving up is the act of the weak!!! i WONT give up no matter how many times i fail!!! i will stand up n prove everyone worng once again...

I WILL n I SHALL!!! tis is my last chance!! nothing gonna bring mi down!!!