today science practical midyear exam...wat the hell... i tok physics would be easier.. but surprisingly chemistry was much easier...

i do physics prac 1st cos i tok it would be easier..in the end, my ans to the question was ridiculers...the main objective was to find out the diameter of a glass beaker by do some experiment...after my experiment, my ans was 40mm... but i measure the glass beaker using a ruler was 70mm... it was 30mm away!!! wtf? then i recheck everything as i tok smth went wrong... but nth was wrong... stupid sia... i even rub my curve until my graph got a hole in it!! haha... den nvm la... wrong wrong lo...

i tok chem would be harder but it was much easier... haha.. luckily chem was easy... becos even if i flunk my physics, i still gt my chem to pull mi up....i tok i m the oni person who gt 40mm the the diameter, but after the exam, i found out tat most of my frens oso gt 40+ for their diameter.. haha... hope we were rite!!!

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this afternoon at around 4pm. i retook my NPFA 2.4 run... wat the hell sia... few mins before i start running, my stomach was so pain... wan to shit but i cant!!!! this is so freak sia.... why did my stomach in this time out of so many time!!! WTF!!!

i already tried my best... i impoved by 17sec... but i am still 30sec away frm my A!!! this is ridiculers!!! WTF?

WHY??? i failed to get an A again!!! nvm... tml there is one more run b4 my midyr exam... i WAN a RETEST tml!!! its so near frm my target!!!!

i WILL make it tml.... this is my last chance!!!!

today was my NPFA test... completed 3 aspect of the NPFA test le...pull ups=9, shuttle run=9.8s,standing broad jump=230+...

WTF?? 230+ for standing broad jump is oni a C!!! i failed again... i failed in getting an A... WTF!! suddenlly i felt tat i m nth but a failure... standing broad jump was easy yet i cant get an A... its jus a few cm away oni...WHY!!! why m i so useless??!!! study oso cannot study well... tok i could excell in my NPFA test..but yet i didnt do well!!

WHY??!!! i tried very hard le...still cant get A... ARHHH!!! i hate myself so much... why m i so stupid n useless??!! jus cant do things well...WHY??!!! can anyone tell mi??!!

no matter wat, i WILL retake my standing broad jump!!! i HAV to n i WILL!!! i wont let history repeats...

many ppl told mi to give up as i already did quite well le... i will still get gold for NPFA even wit my standing broad jump C...

ya!! i will get gold thou my standing jump is C... but tats not my aim!!.. i will get all A for NPFA... i WILL prove everyone wrong!!! i wont give up... giving up is the act of the weak!!! i WONT give up no matter how many times i fail!!! i will stand up n prove everyone worng once again...

I WILL n I SHALL!!! tis is my last chance!! nothing gonna bring mi down!!!

haha.. 2 days ago i took my chinese listening comph test... i tok i would fail again.. but to my surprise, it was quite easy leh... hope i would get high marks for tat test, becos teacher say it is counted in my midyear exam.. so if i get high marks, it can push my midyear chinese score higher..

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wa.. today sch so sian sia... chemistry lesson no practical... today we are to hav our practical, but my chemistry teacher say tis week, we will nt hav it.. omg.. so i didnt bring my chemistry file to sch, n i dont hav alll the notes... so i hav to copy down wat was go thru in class den transfer all bak to my note when i reach home.. sianz...

YEAH!!! i gt 19.5/20 for my POA test!!! wa.. so gd.... haha...but hor.. if wasnt for a careless mistake, i would hav got full mark!! hiaz.. but nvm la... overall, its oni a class test... no big deal..

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today sch ends at 230pm.. so sian... after sch, as usual, i would stayed bak in sch wit a few of my fren to complete our homework b4 we go home... i was doing A math, n i was getting more impatient as i carry to the next few question.. cos some of the ans at the back were wrong.. n i donno wether i was wrong or the ans.... we wasnt doing it seriously.. we were chatting... at bout 6pm lik tat we completed...

den one of my fren found a pack of tissue somewhere n he threw it at my other fren... n den we started to throw it at each other.. haha.. plying it lik dogdeball... haha.. we were lik kids sia... plying around wit a pack of tissue paper...haha...we plyed infront of the cctv somemore!!! haha.. no one care so much...haha..

we ply til lik 640 lik dat.. den we go decided to go home.. but one of my fren wanted to go toilet, so we followed him... waiting for him to solve his business den go home.. on the way to toilet, he threw tat stupid tissue at mi!!! WTF? den i say, nvm.. i will get u back somehow!!! haha den he went into the cubical to urine instead incase i do something to him... haha

den one of my fren helped mi by splashing water into the cubical!!haha... den i threw tat pack of tissue into the cubical!! haha.. hit his head!! haha... so childish sia we all...hahahaha...

bak frm NCC HQ... GRATS all those who endure through the 2 weeks CLT course... today is the NCC CLT course graduation ceremony... Xtra grats to 2 of my buddies who passed out from the course n sucessfully become a CLT... haha...

Oo ya!! today is oso the inter-friendship day!! haha... wish all my frenz happy frenship day!!! wish all of u hav a happy n healthy n meaningful life n n n .... haha.. too much things to say!! i respect today alot bcos in order for us to become frens, its nt easy...it nids alot of effort n fate for us to become fren.. and when i mean frenship, i meant those frenship will last!!! so i wish all the best to all of u!!

hiaz... today sch is boring... so sianz.. Ooya!! tml morning i still hav chinese listening comprehension test!! WTF? test test test... so many test sia... hiaz... i hope i will pass tis listening compreh test.. hiaz.. failed so many times le... I WILL n I SHALL pass!!! failure doesnt mean forever failure!!! i belive i WILL do well for my chinese 1 day... TAT DAY WILL COME!!!

WTF?? today NPFA test 2.4km run!! WTF? how come i donno? no body tell mi... i am nt prepared at all lo..hiaz... i didnt even ate my breakfast.. i was so hungry throughout the run... did i did well? ofcos no la!! ARHHH!!! i was jogging throughout the run.. i didnt stop.. but i oso didnt speed up... wa... i wan cry lehz... did so badly.. 11mins? to mi is super ultra de bad lo.... still so far away frm my target... nvm... i WILL hav a retest!! i HAV to reach my own target!!

haha.. luckily theres 1 more run at 26 april... OMG!!! 26 april i hav gt science practical exam!!! wtf?? the exam end at 3pm lik dat... run after the exam?? omg... nmv la... for my target, i WILL make it!!! everytime train on my upper body oni, nv train my stamina... i belive tat mus be the reason for it dat my stamina drop so much... i SWEAR!!! i will build up my stamina once again...Nth will bring mi down!!!

After my NPFA test run, it was english lesson... to our horror, it was the english class test!!! WTF? how come we donno wats going on 1 sia??sianz.. i think i flunk my english test.. sian... tml still hav chinese test.. wat m i going to do man!!! fail again??? freak la.. my chinese were lik gone case... no matter wat.. i will work hard for each n every paper!!! i HAV to n i WILL!!!

Today, i met her again... at my hse the bus stop there...she went into jc... nice result... we didnt talk much.. hiaz... nvm la.. i cant collect bak water that hav been spilled... let the past behind n i hav a rich future? i hope so!! seeing u so happy.. i m contented...

hiaz.. bak frm sch after a long day in sch.. wow!! today's POA class test was lik chicken feet.. i don expect it to be so esay!!! if oni o level's POA was tat easy... hiaz... so sway sia.. tis moring my calculator was woking fine but during POA test, i cant even swtich it on!!! stupid sia.. everytime lik tat 1... last time during my A math test oso lik tat.. gonna change a new calculator... luckily my fren lend mi 1, if nt i think my test gonna fail!!! haha thx god!! today's physics practical was quite fun... messing around with the circuit..haha... after i set up my circuit,i realize my ammeter n volmeter aren't working... didnt move at all... i was wondering y? so wield... but my light bulb did light up...after a compare mine n my frens one, i realize i connected my wires to the wrong sign!! should be at the positive side while i connect it to the negative side!!! haha. in the afternoon, during my last lesson, its was chinese lesson n something very funny happens.. haha.. 5mins to the end of the lesson, my fren, sitting next to the door, he made a paper aeroplane, played with it, den somehow the paper aeroplane flew out of the classroom n when he wanted to go out n take bak the plane, my vp came in with the plane in his hand n asked"who threw the plane?" den my fren amitted ... den he say in chinese" y r u plying with a paper aeroplane in class?" den my fren say he had completed he work so he decided to ply with a plane... haha!!! my fren tok tat he was going to get punish for plying wit tat... den to his surprise, my vp say" i giv u a chance if u could flew the plane frm yr sit to the bin.." haha.. den my whole class burst into laughter... den my fren was lik"how the hell m i going to flew it into the bin???"haha.. den my vp said "i was joking wit u this time... next time if u were caught, i wont giv any chance.." haha.. my vp so cool sia.. joking wit us? haha..

hiaz.. bak frm a boring day in sch..tuesday was one of the most boring day of e week in sch.. every lesson so boring.. if oni i had a bed in sch.. haha lol.. bcos den i can slp the whole day!!! hehe..

tis morning's english lesson was as usual.. newspaper report writing.. n i forgot to bring my newspaper!!! haha.. den when my teacher say start writing bout tis particular section, i was lik... how on earth am i going to write when i didnt brought my newspaper?? haha..so i jus keep turning to my left to look at my fren's newspaper to do the report...after i completed my 1st paragraph, i notice theres a shadow on my right.. den i jus simply turn my head to look wats on my right... i saw my teacher looking at mi with a funny look!! haha.. den i jus asked her"wat?"... haha.. her reply to mi was " still can ask wat?, where is yr newspaper?!!!"haha

den i simply reply" oo ya!! where is my newspaper?? teacher, i think hor my newspaper somehow fly out of my bag when i m leaving my hse for sch.. "haha..

den she was lik " how on earth did yr newspaper fly out of yr bag?!! nv bring say nv bring la!!" haha.. den she jus shook her head n walk away... hahaha...

OOYA!! today my bro jus went in for his NS-police academic... haha frm today onwards i hav more space in my room nw.. haha... but too bad, i still hav to share room wit my younger bro..haha.. omg y am i feeling so happy when he is going to NS??!! haha... nvm la..all i can say is wish u all the best!!!